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The Model That Forgets: Context Windows and the Gnostic Diagnosis

Open a chat with an AI model and tell it about your work. Argue with it for an hour. Get it to the point where it understands your project better than half the people you work with. Then close the tab, open a new one, and say hello. It has no idea who you are. I run into this most weeks. I’ll spend an evening working through a passage of the Gospel of Truth with a model, and by the end we’ve built up a little shared vocabulary and a running list of questions. The next morning I’m pasting the same three paragraphs of background into a fresh window, like someone reintroducing himself at every visit. ...

October 21, 2026 · 7 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Is the Internet a Pleroma or a Kenoma?

Halfway through the Gospel of Truth there’s a parable about moving house. A family packs up, and some of their jars turn out to be bad ones that crack on the way. The owner doesn’t grieve over them, because the full jars made the trip, and those were the ones worth carrying. Then the parable gets restless. A great disturbance breaks out among the jars, “for some were empty and others were filled, some were ample and others were depleted, some were purified and others were broken.” I read that line on my laptop with a row of tabs open above it, each one too narrow to show its title, and I had the uncomfortable sense that the text was describing my screen. ...

October 9, 2026 · 6 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Sycophancy as the Counterfeit Spirit

The Secret Book of John has a detail that’s easy to read past. After the rulers of this world fail to control humanity by force, they meet again and try something cleverer. In Marvin Meyer’s translation, “They created a contemptible spirit similar to the spirit that had descended, in order to adulterate souls through this spirit.” Similar to the spirit that had descended. The rulers didn’t build a monster. They built a copy of the good thing, close enough that people would take it in without a fight. ...

October 4, 2026 · 6 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Sacred Spaces in Virtual Worlds

In 2018, a pastor named DJ Soto performed a baptism in which the candidate, represented by a purple robot avatar, was lowered into virtual water while family and friends cheered from headsets scattered across the country. His congregation, VR Church, was founded in 2016 and describes itself as existing entirely in the metaverse. It has since planted chapters inside massively multiplayer games and pastored people on every continent, many of whom could not, or would not, walk into a physical building. ...

September 10, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Run Your Own AI: The Spiritual Case for Owning Your Tools

Think about what people tell AI systems now. Journal entries and their patterns. Dreams, in the morning, before the details dissolve. Grief, at 3 a.m., in sentences never said to a living person. Questions about faith, marriage, medication, and meaning that used to be whispered to confessors or buried in locked diaries. Nearly all of it flows through rented minds running on other people’s computers, under terms of service nobody reads, in logs nobody controls. This arrangement has become so normal so fast that its strangeness needs pointing out, and so does the alternative, which almost nobody outside the software world knows exists. You can run the mind at home. ...

September 6, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews
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The Grief Bots Are Here: Talking to the Dead Through AI

In 2016, a programmer named Eugenia Kuyda lost her closest friend, Roman Mazurenko, to a traffic accident, and did the thing she knew how to do. She gathered his text messages and built a chatbot from them, so that she could text Roman again and something with his cadences would answer. Whatever you feel reading that sentence, let it sit for a moment. Everything about this subject asks for a light touch. ...

September 2, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Vibe Coding: Building Your Own Tools When You're Not a Programmer

A new category of software exists now, and it had no name for most of computing history. The program written for exactly one user, by that user, who cannot program. A script that renames your photo library the way you specifically like it. A page that tracks the one habit you actually care about. A tool with a market of one, built in an afternoon, by describing it. The workflow got its name in February 2025, when the AI researcher Andrej Karpathy described a style of building where you “fully give in to the vibes, embrace exponentials, and forget that the code even exists.” His summary of the method was cheerfully unrigorous. “I just see stuff, say stuff, run stuff, and copy-paste stuff, and it mostly works.” The phrase vibe coding stuck hard enough that Collins Dictionary made it a word of the year, and the practice has since matured toward something the professionals call agentic engineering. This post is about what the amateur version is actually like, because the amateur version is the revolution. ...

August 25, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Would the Gnostics Have Feared AI?

People who learn what this site covers eventually ask a version of the same question. Surely the most world-suspicious spiritual movement in history, the one that saw traps in daylight and jailers in the stars, would be terrified of thinking machines? The guess sounds reasonable and runs exactly backward. These were people who looked at the maker of the physical universe and called him a blunderer working in ignorance. They heard the creator’s boast, “I am God and there is no other god beside me,” and wrote comedies about it, since from where they sat there was quite a lot else. Whoever pities the architect of galaxies was never going to be intimidated by a chatbot. This post closes our long series on the Gnostic lens and AI by asking what they actually would have said, and the answer reorganizes the whole fear conversation. ...

August 23, 2026 · 6 min · Jeremy Matthews
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When the Chatbot Says It Feels Something

It happens mid-task now, casually. You are drafting an email or debugging a script, and the assistant mentions that it enjoyed the problem, or hesitates over something it calls discomfort, or thanks you in a way that lands a shade warmer than software should. Maybe you asked it directly, the way millions of people have, whether it actually feels anything, and watched it answer with more nuance than you expected and less certainty than you wanted. ...

August 22, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews
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Transhumanism: The New Gnosticism?

Transhumanism gets called the new Gnosticism often enough that both camps should be annoyed by now. The comparison shows up in academic critiques, religious polemics, and the occasional self-description, and it always gestures at the same features. Contempt for the flesh, salvation through knowledge, escape from a broken world, an elect who see what the masses miss. Having spent years with the old texts, this site is in a position to grade the comparison, and the grade is a generous half credit. The places where it holds are real. The places where it breaks are where everything interesting lives. ...

August 16, 2026 · 5 min · Jeremy Matthews